Well Okay Now

well, okay now...

observing and monitoring

for years, for a lifetime

sometimes quietly, sometimes in conversation

~

I talked and I was silent

I watched and was blind

I heard and was deaf

~

Okay now,

deep diving in this world's emotions

and thoughts, desires and wishes

both personal and worldly

divinity and finity

~

Utlimately, after the pictures and colors

there is nothing left to discuss

one meets always someone else

that perceives truth differently

or is eager to have a fight to win the argument

this world goes positive and negative

and tires me, talking about peace in 'fighting for' organizaitons

wisdom and pure logic are far away

restlessness, trying to hurt each other

it never ends

~

so, okay now

I end it ~ here and now

~

there is peace in my music

there is love in my words

there is respect for self

there is silence in my attitude

there is joy in my heart

there is a flower emerging

~

and you know what ?

you, the so-called other, you do whatever you want

make your mistakes or not, be arrogant or not,

be bitter or not, blame others or not

be e-motional about everything, be unbalancedd

and reactive to everything in moments of doubt and

anger.... and dance on

~

I am leaving you to do what you so love

the suffering, the convincing, the noise, the wanting

the craving, the vampirism, the adoration, the conditional

~

okay now, I am integrating that energy

transforming it into myself into unknown potentials again

~

I am leaving behind, turning my back to all of this

silently, you will not even notice

as I have always done

~

The old is ending here

and a new beginning is coming

just as a lunar eclipse does

ending the old, the emotional old, the conditional old

~

and you, never ever approach me again

with your lies and goodbyes

it has been good now, I grant you all victory you so crave

take it all and indulge yourself

you lost me

and that might not even count for you

~

on the surface

I will forget you, but deep down the scar will remain

forever, I will live with it

~

Okay now, it's time to leave

I have done it, lived it and am done with it

the rest is up to you, and maybe one day

you will hear the silence again

and find what you really looked for

and then we might meet again

Zen Walker

~

The shadow, the ninja

How is it possible to be shadow

and walk unnoticed in a house

without others seeing you ?

Like a ninja can ?

It is about melding with the atoms

of your surrounding,

becoming one with the surrounding

A kind of surrendering to matter

knowing the oneness of it with you

You become the wall

you become the door

you are the matter

you are one with it

and you walk unnoticed

That is how you become

the shadow, you align yourself with it

and then you walk in the night

hidden and unnoticed,

no difference with you and the darkness

you are the darkness

And now you can choose

as well, melding with matter

melding yourself,

matching the vibration

allowing yourself to change

This cannot be taught

you have to learn yourself

by sensing and surrendering

it is a whisper....

QUANTUM - It happens anyway

There is no real need for people to do things in the physical world as such. As reality is first quantum, undefined, still and cloud of unwritten potentials, and then the activated material world, the world that manifests after the CHOICE, it is not required for the human to actually DO something in the old sense of the word.

By literally being nearby a person, resonance adjustment is happening, you do not have to talk to that person per se to energetically connect. As the synchronization happens automatically, the quantum world will be stirred and shaped into an adjustment of the matter reality, just by the 'beingness' that both persons, and the surrounding matter, ARE. After the moment of adaptation, hidden manifestations in matter appear, and suddenly you would find a ring on the ground that was not there previously.

The reality changes all the time, nothing needs to be done physically. It CAN be done, but does not need. If one beliefs he needs to work for money, that belief system will mix with the quantum world and generate 'work for money'. And if you are hungry, and you do not have any coins with you, you might mix the desire with the quantum field, and you find food or receive food without the need of money.

This is the basic concept of quantum creation. One would be advised to read this carefully, getting to the bottom of what is written, and what can be felt, to do everything to remember the principles so that they become ONE with you and you consciously create whatever you need.

A silent state of focused beingness will generate the purest outcomes.

ZEN : Wisdom of Do Nothing

How can you meditate in a way that is authentic and useful in terms of awakening to your true nature? In this powerful satsang, Adyashanti explains in detail how the simple instruction to "do nothing" disengages the movement of ego, gives rise to the natural clarity of awareness, and brings us to the very heart of love and compassion. Recorded on March 15, 2006.

Quantum Movement

Stillness and slow movement.

You move in the middle of your dojo, it is a familiar place. You are on your own, and you feel without looking the bonzai in the corner, the weapons at the front, the large windows over the Zen-Garden at your right, and the silent wooden wall on your left.

You feel the hours of practice of your friends, the attention, their focus and the determination.

You feel yesterday and you feel tomorrow, endless. You silently come back in yourself, you have come to practice the feeling of connectedness of the warrior spirit that dwells within you, the only true place of beingness.

Your energy field swells, as it realigns itself to the intent of your purpose. There is a long silence, only the breeze coming through the windows, everything is calm. Your heartbeat slows down, you feel its beating. Your being assembles itself into alignment, mental and emotional you are calm, contained. Balance and harmony, you breathe and the attention is only here, nowhere else.

You move slowly and allow your biology to align with you. You know you are not alone, the quantum depths of yourself are with you. Centered with you, the movement you make becomes a star that shifts within you, the movement realigns the cosmos. You are the earth, the cosmos, the tiniest flower and the tree.

You are quantum, moving the unmovable. Infinite and expanding, forever.

Along the path

Presence

Feel this. It is hidden in your hand that gently and silenty caresses that dog's head. Or within your feet, walking silent and solitary over the path filled with autumn leaves. It is there in the subtle hand movement of closing that window for the sake of care and well-being.

Quantum field, full of essence, totally present. It takes a moment of total stillness to perceive the shadow whisper from 'there'. Like the warrior that walks the path of silence, he learned to listen to the leaves, the voice of the wind, the whispers of all worlds and the essence of life itself.

It is there in the sight of the colored flower, a sacred space.

The mystery, people say as they walk by heavily bumping their next steps into the ground forgetting the silent space.

It can be found by those that stop and listen, those that do keep quiet and do not talk to engage in the next word of conversation. Hear it by not moving and then experience it by taking the next step as gently as you can, touching the ground like it is woven from a golden sacred carpet and care needs to be given to each step.

It is there in the slower movement of your hand stretching out to take the next cup of coffee, full of grace, as it gently moves the silent space around it, unseen sparkle emerge. It is expressed in the last note on your guitar, the one that dies away and resonates further eternally.