Waking up

Awakening and Awareness. Words that ring around in many ears lately, and for each it impacts differently. It shakes up, changes the routines, mixes the habits and totally changes the settings. The future is quite different, because new decisions have been taken by many.

Some get angry at the system or others, some get more compasionate, some start to work in a very different field where they feel useful.

Some leave their entire family, and join spiritual groups.

Some read all the information from books and visit seminars about self-empowering. Some are sober and stay where they are, just looking from the fence. Some start their own group, get into activism, and others are then again not able to stand up for themselves.

After looking at others and their activities, I get back to myself. What have I done to allow myself to get to understanding what this is all about ?

It has been enormous ! Since a few years, I was shaken, pushed, loved and hated for what I did. I still made my personal changes, some think it was courage, others think it was insane. I still did what I did. I am happy though, it brought me a lot of information, insights, growth and clarity. Did it bring me closer to me ? Yes and no.

It seems that at the end of the road the 'essence' of what I am about is still the same, the same character if you wish. But, there is much more 'flow' and therefore sovereign choice. I let go of society demands, and set myself in a free state of being where I want. That helps a lot. I am much more creative and powerful, it seems I have awakened the magician in me.

There is not much more to reveal than the fact that I continue the road like this, unbreakable, although many have tried to break me. Still there, smiling and capable of loving everyone and everything.

So have I awakened, yes, for a large part I understand why I am here, why many are still unaware and how this world invites to stay like that. Mmmm, loads of fear about everything on this world. It is interesting to see the dynamic. But there is joy too, amazement, chaotic spectacular.

We are capable of so many things, yes, the world is changing because we are, even those who are not aware of it. Some powerful stuff going on.

Komaya

Master of matter, slave of eternity

When one becomes the master of matter, controlling the forces of chi, water, air, fire... one might become illusioned with the idea of power and control !

Mind it ! Controlling the elements of the world is not mastering the illusion of the world.

When one gets control over the elements, one merely puts a cage around himself... and in the illusion becomes his own slave.

Free the elements, and you free yourself.

Truth lies in freedom of all things. Release, allowance and surrender are the greatest and most difficult achievements of the warrior heart that knows 'love is the answer'. You sense what Bruce Lee means with 'be water, my friend !' ?

Ponder on this, it is important !

Komaya

Freedom comes when you learn to say 'no'

Freedom from what ? We do not know, but there is something that we want different. The world ? Yes, and ourselves to start with.

So, what is going on ? We are led to get 'outside' of ourselves, and solve things IN the world. However the key to ending the cage is not there.

We are the key. It's going to feel good, that is for sure. Break that chain ! It can only be done by you, noone else.

Stand up and live, yourself. Learn to say 'no' to things that do not serve love and life. Learn to say 'no' to fear and insecurity, it is only thoughts that controlling frequencies emit.

We set ourselves free by becoming active 'compassion', active 'appreciation', active 'golden hearted', active 'forgiveness'... A new dynamic enters this world that changes the face of everything.

The earth reality DOES change with thoughts.

Do not fear anything ! Do not be afraid, love is the answer ! The way of the warrior of peace is the one that understands that the demons were inside, not outside.

Komaya

Fearless ?

Fearless, the soul that has brought all together !

The moment it found that the only thing that needed to understand that the struggle only took place because it thought there was a separation between itself and itself. Two parts opposing each other.

It took time, but it came to realize that this was never true : there is no separation.

How could one fear 'another' then ?

Komaya

The true meaning of the sword

A sword, the shape of a defensive and offensive tool. We are such grand creators !

As we need to discover what our inner battles energetically project into the air, we create the tools for such battles.

The weapon that we use becomes the understanding that we are. Have we ever fought another being, a dragon, a hunter, a man ? Or was it just the play of an imaginative mind, providing real life sensations, making us believe our own game ?

The sword now becomes the metal that we have within ourselves, after eons of fighting, we find that we actually never fought another person, but only the reflection of our own needs. The knightly sword becomes the galvanized spine of our mental forging in search for balance and harmony. Stillness after the many fights that we had. The sword now disappears again where it always came from : inside. It regains its rightful place within the golden spine of the true warrior that has gained the insights of wisdom : there never was an opponent.

Komaya

Full circle

When there is nothing anymore to find or to embrace, or to release or to need, a full circle draws itself. I am stillness.

There is new life, something is beyond words, and I listen. I listen so silently to the stillness that I start to 'hear' something from another world. Another world ? Not really, it is a world that I forgot, however is very alive 'somewhere'.

I start to feel its call, it draws me to paint a circle. The circle is naturally flowing into itself again. I listen to the movement, because a completion is about to happen. I remember with every breath.

What is happening ? I fulfilled my promise to end the cycle of repetition. Another dynamic is calling, from beyond the guarded portals of the 5 elements. It's all there, alive and vibrant. The promise of totality, and expansion.

But first, now, I listen and breathe. It is nice to be still and silent, because it opens my gateway to something very deep.

Komaya

Aug 2010

Comments on the martial way

If you prepare for an attack in your mind, then attack will follow. Check your thoughts, and decide if you really desire the play of fight and friction. If not, disengage your mental preparation, however stay awake, focused and kindly alert. There is truly no opponent, unless you command the vibration that creates it.

Fighting and physical training is truly about self-mastery. As the fight engages, it can only take place if there is an inner battle already. In that case, a fight is always a training for non-violence.

Self-defense truly grows from the inner fear for self.

Defense is based on fear which creates an invitation for attack, always. Attack is based on the need to fill the void that created the invitation.

Komaya

Aug 2010