Stillness and Zen-sation, the feeling of total harmony between you and everything around you, allowing and flowing,
gentle and soft, yet very present and passionately alive.

June 11, 2010

The Day-Dream




THE DAY-DREAM

Dreams and realities…. So the next thing I started to elaborate on is the question on ’what does one like to day-dream about’ ? What is your day-dream ? Could it be that you actually have experienced that dream in your life, or that you are experiencing it now ? I believe that is how human life is generated. The ‘place’ where the energy is focused the strongest, the manifestation is likely to occur. Could it be ?

So what about that day-dream ? Let’s select a dream, a very personal choice, which is usually loaded with deep sentiment, and passion, something that generates an intense energy of creation. Is it a hidden dream, that carries some social taboo ? How does one get into creating that dream-desire without conflicting with the obedience to the social system. Let’s say one dreams of power over people, and likes to show that power with glamour, but knowing that it could be misused by an arrogant stance and forcing slavery of others. How does one go about living a conflicting dream ? Does the dream not become a boa constrictor movement around the neck ?

It is interesting to view how this dream was generated as well. What is fuel that energizes its appearance. So this dream has attributes of images and senses, it is a mind-made movie. It is generated by an energy-wish and brought into life to appear and reappear in the thoughts, pushing the manifestation of it by every focus-moment.
I hear some people dream to be explorers, or doctors, or any other career, including settings and crew, the players in the field, the wealth and even the hidden wishes. If a dream is a sociably feasible option, the probability for a person to live that dream, to become that doctor, is high, because there is an alignment between dream-passion and possible outcome. It is a yes-yes situation, the social world supports the dream too. So there is a cooperation between the inner and the outer. And it is not difficult to get that in manifestation.

What if one’s dream is to be a rapist, absolutely loves to dream about it, however the physical output cannot be manifested, both because the person and the social community would not allow it. How is one’s life not crippled in denial or suppression ? Having the urge to dream about it does not necessarily mean actually doing it, or even wanting to harm anyone else, but the energy is there. It might be a game thought of intense creative desire generating such imagery.


ENERGY

I hear that the source of our life is the void, or the zero-point field, that creates energy and movement to manifest. I hear that our reality is made up of light and sound, frequencies of a variation of intensities. And those intensities of electrical and magnetic attributes manifest matter, and wind, and fire, and water and so on. You name it : Everything that the brain shows is a manifestation of frequency, in other words one or the other form of electricity, thus energy.

Because is that not what the brain does : transform energy into the senses and visuals we experience ? And the brain generates not only matter, but also the dreams that people carry. All that is a collection of electro-magnetic movements. And maybe dream and reality is indeed not so far removed from each other, coming again to the ancient saying that ‘our reality is a dream’, and illusion, and a dream could be just another word for reality ? It all makes kind of sense to me. The manifestation platform is built on the same building blocks of frequencies and vibration, both for dreams as for our reality : all electricity.

I was once told that - if put into a neutral perspective - ‘aggression’ could be expressed as ‘intensity’, hereby removing the layer of emotional judgment that might be clouding the explanation. So if one can de-emotionalize intensity, then - for instance - the wish of a rape becomes a huge movement of creational discharge. Maybe such a person would greatly benefit into understanding that the desire could mean the desire to create, recognizing that it is being contained in an unhealthy form of denial or suppression.

And would then the existence of a kind of center, that understands and allows total energy expression, not be beneficial for anyone with intense energy, to allow the energy to flow into absolute intense and great manifestations, like painting, or music ? Would the creation of such a home-coming place not be of grand help to passionate and highly energized people, where they can explode in a healthy way their passion out, and express the inner fire.


INTENSE MANIFESTATION

I was wondering if the brain is that great translating tool, that is capable of using what it has learned in the school of life, talking in a story that makes the foundation of one person ? If a person is intense, very intense, the brain will seek an equivalent to that intensity and it might end up showing sceneries of intense interaction, maybe of sexual nature, or maybe in terms of violence, or even another intense expression like singing in front of thousands of people, but it seeks to match the energy load of the wish.

The wish could be manifested into a desire for intense sensations. As such would it not be understandable that people would tend to seek states of intensity – nervous conversation, fight, drama, manifestations of passion - just to feel alive ? But then again, I could imagine that it would be good to have other possibilities to feel alive without having to go through the pain body.

Maybe we believe a life of balance and kindness alone would be a boring thing, or are we wrong in assuming that this is indeed boring ? I see people walking by for travel, and they seem to want some activity, love action, and seek other contacts and continents. I sure have that in me as well, although I uncreated my flight today, probably because there is more to find in going back home. However, the awareness of this choice lies somewhere deeper. The energy that generated the choice of my reality was pointed into staying in the homeland, instead of flying over to the United States. It will be interesting to see the result of that choice in my life.

So, is life not driven by other movements than the ones we are aware of ? I believe there is some other player in me, or better there, is a deeper layer within each person that just decides differently. Commonly this would be called intuition.
aka Komaya
June 2010

Human Life - it is a mystery

Human Life
It is a Mystery


By Komaya
TRAVEL

Today I am sitting in an airport, just watching the colorful people passing by and getting ready for their flight. They are thinking, telephoning, drinking, eating, walking, working, sitting, observing, sleeping. Travel is an interesting concept. Travel is about moving to another place, physically, however it can also be done through imagination and then travel becomes an expansive experience.


The brain allows many ways to view realities. That is the magic of the brain, it generates an expression of an event, and the perception of the event then generates further outflow of the original expression. It builds worlds upon worlds.

I look at the faces of the passing people, they have their own inner worlds, many worlds, you see them think and consider, reflect and plan. Every thought they generate, is linked to a world, and that world generates more thoughts.

It seems to me that one person is an active carrier of worlds, and it is unique, because the wiring of that person is unique, unique qualities, viewpoints, insights, experiences, connections, preferences. Every person is a universe on its own, like a captain of a ship, with crew members playing the roles that the captain designs. He becomes a world-builder, layer upon layer, and the more images and stories – from the past, present and future - the more worlds are being created.
A single moment carries a huge collection of impressions. And it is the point of attention, the chosen point of focus that determines the actual physical experience. Like now, I am sitting in the airport watching people and generating worlds around what I see, and with that activity I generate more images, philosophies and elaborated sense experiences.

I wonder if I ever will be able to just select another place to sit, or another experience to live, just by focusing on it : selecting another image, another time, another space. It certainly feels like a potential. Imagine just going for a sleep, and dream yourself in that castle, or beautiful scenery with nice friends and lovely situations. I have been told that pointing the attention to something, brings energy to it and as such generates the situation ‘real life’. Is real life then really life, or is it just a point of attention, that is swollen with energy and intent ?
As such I choose the experience ‘miss the flight and stay in the airport waiting to get back home with my chauffeur-brother’. I love airports, I love watching people, and have small interactions with them, have fun and a nice chat. I love to write things down and ponder about the way we are running our lives, mine and theirs.

What makes the actual life ? Is it the choice of attention ? This is really interesting. If this is true it might provide me the possibility to generate another reality just by swelling the energy into the feeling, the image, the experience of it. It reminds me of the visualization techniques that top-sporters do to help them achieve difficult movements.
They are reprogramming and focus strongly on the successful event so that it cannot fail to occur.
Can you imagine just having to travel and with strong willpower get to that place of desire. I believe children do that all the time, being absent from this world a bit, sometimes a lot. I remember I was a daydreamer when I was a kid. But then, the body does not disappear, it is still there. However maybe one has several bodies, generating a body with each dream, shifting and shaping life, with multiple experiences together.
Because, is it not said somewhere, that we live in a dream-world, generated only by the brain ? And if that is the case, there is no reason to narrow down humanity into only one expression, and we could be generating multiple worlds at the same time. I heard of multi-dimensionality, and certainly feel it as a very plausible possibility, or better, reality.
Imagine you are in the car, and whoops you just generated one world. And then you imagine yourself in your office, and here again, in a split second you moved into another world, with a different feel, with different players of your game. You imagine going swimming with friends, and yet again you have created a world where you smell the water, and appropriate circumstances. I am sure that just reading the words here, have instantly generated images in your brain.
Taking this a bit further, can you imagine what it does to you, when you just walk in a street, see all the advertisements, aware or unaware, the people, the colors, the lights, the children, the stores. I guess the brain picks up millions of detailed information without us even knowing it. As I am only elaborating on the sense of sight, can you imagine what information the other senses provide every second as well. I was told that indeed the brain captures everything, and a filter slims it down to a narrower reality. I just wonder who put that filter there…
aka Komaya
June 2010

Iconoclastic Life

It is about making another choice, one that is different from the routine.

It is about stepping out of the ordinary and adventuring into the unknown.

It is about being afraid, but still making up your mind for doing it.

It is about self-trust and confidence, driven by something else than the need for security.Bold

It is about daring to smile in the face of difficulty and enjoying every moment of it.

It is about something bigger than you can imagine, and still stepping into the unknown.

It is about a choice, a possibility, an opportunity, into unreal expansion.

aka Komaya
June 2010

June 5, 2010

The Power of the Flower and the Tree

This morning I was blessed to share a magnificent conversation with friends of the same heartbeat. I was with a lady that has a green heart, nature and flowers and another one that has invisible wings of lightness.

Sharing a round table conversation of equality with them, we discovered the following :

A few days ago I was probing the auric field of a lovely wise lady, allowing me to sense her energy. Her auric field changed and got small at one point of the sensing moment. I asked her what she was thinking. She answered she was thinking of the grandchildren dancing, thinking it would be a nice thought to nurture her health and helping balancing out herself. However, the energetic reaction was the opposite, it grew very thin. Then I asked her to pick another thought, I did not direct her in any way. She chose something else, and the auric field grew amazingly wide, suddenly I found my arms sensing a ball of more than a meter diameter. The thought cherished was one of a simple flower, and the energetic harmonization was astonishing.
It confirmed to me the knowing that nature has a power that has been forgotten, it is a healing power and just thinking of a flower or a tree makes a huge difference. Amazing was to see that the thought of other people, be it good or bad, has an impact of reducing the energy strength. That is really interesting. She thought well of the grandchildren, however underneath the thought was hidden the sadness of not being with them. I believe that most people carry polarity within themselves, causing to have a weak iron effect on the energy and depleting it. Therefore thinking or even talking about others might just drain the energy, if one is unaware of that happening. Thinking of nature is being linked to neutral and everlasting unconditional love and grows the energy.
Being together with the 2 ladies this morning, I was combining our conversation with the above story, and together, bringing our inner wisdom into words, we came to the conclusion that a connection with a flower or a tree, generates a field of protection that brings well-being.

We were imagining ourselves walking through the streets of a lively city, with the protection cloth of an imaginary tree or a flower and the energy of the city would not affect ourselves. We imagined a group of elder persons, each of them imagining themselves to become a flower and we would see the energetic layer be healthy, making them young again, happy with themselves or any other positive effect.

We would suggest to people that have difficulty 'being-here' to merge with a tree in their imagination, and see the effect of that thought. For us it meant a great difference, an immediate result of very deep and silent grounding and strengthening.
We each tried to become a flower, and felt immediately the bliss feeling of just carrying that flower in our imagination.
There are enormous potential with this wisdom. With an open creative imagination, one can merge with a tree, a flower to become stronger.
One can heal himself with the intake of an imagined field of green. There are forests to inhale, flowers to exhale. There are worlds of natural elements to play with, and to bring to life from within the imaginatory field.

The effect on the body is tangible, and immediate. One might deal with a disease and heal with the own force, or make young again. It is amazing how far this can go, and it is only limited by your own imagination. Try for yourself, you really feel and are different with the bringing into life of nature inside yourself. Bringing yourself into life, magic.
aka Komaya
June 2010

May 31, 2010

The Tomtit in the Porch

The tomtit got into a porch through a half open door. The many windows showed it, it thought that there were many ways out.

However it could not see the glass. It hit the glass, not understanding the difficulty.

It got tired and stopped. It suddenly sensed the way out. The draft was showing him where to fly.




When you fly, you cannot hear the wind whispering.
When you fly, you do not sense its voice.
When you are sitting on the branch,
The wind is telling you a thousand secrets.


The Hallway of worlds

There is a hallway in front of me. It is long and it is colorful, the walls have amazing and beautiful colors and every 5 steps there is a moving image showing things.

The images and sceneries catch the attention, and I continue to walk. When I look at the left the images display sceneries of disaster, poverty, hunger and sadness. When I look at the right the images reveal the beauty of nature, smiling faces, and abundance. Both walls talk to me and ask me to look at them.

The most catching wall is the one that displays disaster, it shouts at me, pulls my arm and wants me to look how bad it all is, it is crying for help. It is angry when I do not give it attention, The sound of that wall is deafening. I want to go and help, and temptation is great because I like everything to be all right. I want to save the world, my heart screams out for action. But I know that world. I entered it many times. I tasted it, became it and I was torn apart by it, just as this world tears itself apart all the time. It made me sad, I could not help this world, as I became like it. I drowned many times.

The wall of beauty is more attractive, It also pulls at me, but with the power of temptation, with beauty and lovely sceneries, with smiling people and gold and castles. There are sounds of marvelous dance music, the promise of excitement and success, and it feels good to watch the abundance displayed. I know this world so well, have bathed in its smooth waters, and enjoyed the gold and glamour. Temptation, success, being liked by all of the people there, for a while, only for a while, until it revealed itself to be quite shallow, interesting but superficial. The laughters in my back became very unreal after a while.

When I turn to the wall of sadness, I feel the temptation hands of the wall of beauty. When I turn to the wall of beauty, I feel the wall of sadness picking at me.
I then realize that choosing any wall would always tear me apart. If I go to the sadness, I will want the beauty. If I choose beauty, I cannot forget the sadness. Both worlds seem to initiate more push/pull, and in the confusion none of them really brings soul peace.
After a while, watching, observing, feeling, I look in front of me. The front reveals a road to walk, it does not tell how fast to walk, or to run, it is there in its silence. I can choose to visit the world of sadness, and then the one of beauty, and ultimately I am in the corridor again. It is always present. It does not push or pull, and everlastingly respects any choice, until I make no more choices.

There is something at the end of the corridor. I can step to it, as fast as I desire. I can choose not to visit the walls' worlds and focus on the middle. I have seen much and learned many things in the worlds of sadness and beauty. And now I have put them both within me, all of it. Worlds upon worlds. Ultimately they appear to be the same anyway.

It might be the time to step forward now, without choosing anymore. Maybe the simple corridor hides some treasure on its way. Or there is a room at the end that reveals yet another world ?
aka Komaya
May 2010

May 29, 2010

Chi Meditation - Harnessing Your Chi Ghost Parallel Universe

Meditation - Psychologists call this the power of your subconscious. Asians put a more mystical spin on the theme and call it Harnessing Your Chi Ghost and Parallel Universe.

Personally I consider the below exercise to be a powerful way to get your body into great shape. It should not even remain just a physical exercise, nor visualization exercise. All imagination will create a difference. From here on, one can expand into creative expression.

Have joy with it.
aka Komaya