Stillness and Zen-sation, the feeling of total harmony between you and everything around you, allowing and flowing,
gentle and soft, yet very present and passionately alive.

August 22, 2010

Waking up

Awakening and Awareness. Words that ring around in many ears lately, and for each it impacts differently. It shakes up, changes the routines, mixes the habits and totally changes the settings. The future is quite different, because new decisions have been taken by many.
Some get angry at the system or others, some get more compasionate, some start to work in a very different field where they feel useful.
Some leave their entire family, and join spiritual groups.
Some read all the information from books and visit seminars about self-empowering. Some are sober and stay where they are, just looking from the fence. Some start their own group, get into activism, and others are then again not able to stand up for themselves.
After looking at others and their activities, I get back to myself. What have I done to allow myself to get to understanding what this is all about ?
It has been enormous ! Since a few years, I was shaken, pushed, loved and hated for what I did. I still made my personal changes, some think it was courage, others think it was insane. I still did what I did. I am happy though, it brought me a lot of information, insights, growth and clarity. Did it bring me closer to me ? Yes and no.
It seems that at the end of the road the 'essence' of what I am about is still the same, the same character if you wish. But, there is much more 'flow' and therefore sovereign choice. I let go of society demands, and set myself in a free state of being where I want. That helps a lot. I am much more creative and powerful, it seems I have awakened the magician in me.
There is not much more to reveal than the fact that I continue the road like this, unbreakable, although many have tried to break me. Still there, smiling and capable of loving everyone and everything.
So have I awakened, yes, for a large part I understand why I am here, why many are still unaware and how this world invites to stay like that. Mmmm, loads of fear about everything on this world. It is interesting to see the dynamic. But there is joy too, amazement, chaotic spectacular.
We are capable of so many things, yes, the world is changing because we are, even those who are not aware of it. Some powerful stuff going on.
Komaya

Master of matter, slave of eternity

When one becomes the master of matter, controlling the forces of chi, water, air, fire... one might become illusioned with the idea of power and control !
Mind it ! Controlling the elements of the world is not mastering the illusion of the world.
When one gets control over the elements, one merely puts a cage around himself... and in the illusion becomes his own slave.

Free the elements, and you free yourself.

Truth lies in freedom of all things. Release, allowance and surrender are the greatest and most difficult achievements of the warrior heart that knows 'love is the answer'. You sense what Bruce Lee means with 'be water, my friend !' ?
Ponder on this, it is important !
Komaya

Freedom comes when you learn to say 'no'

Freedom from what ? We do not know, but there is something that we want different. The world ? Yes, and ourselves to start with.
So, what is going on ? We are led to get 'outside' of ourselves, and solve things IN the world. However the key to ending the cage is not there.
We are the key.
It's going to feel good, that is for sure. Break that chain ! It can only be done by you, noone else.
Stand up and live, yourself. Learn to say 'no' to things that do not serve love and life. Learn to say 'no' to fear and insecurity, it is only thoughts that controlling frequencies emit.
We set ourselves free by becoming active 'compassion', active 'appreciation', active 'golden hearted', active 'forgiveness'... A new dynamic enters this world that changes the face of everything.
The earth reality DOES change with thoughts.
Do not fear anything ! Do not be afraid, love is the answer ! The way of the warrior of peace is the one that understands that the demons were inside, not outside.
Komaya

Fearless ?


Fearless, the soul that has brought all together !

The moment it found that the only thing that needed to understand that the struggle only took place because it thought there was a separation between itself and itself. Two parts opposing each other.

It took time, but it came to realize that this was never true : there is no separation.

How could one fear 'another' then ?

Komaya